This project has been kicking my ass for years now. Or rather, I’ve been letting it do so. In one reincarnation or another I have been working on this particular story for at least five years. Eventually you get to a place where you’re done playing at being a writer, and just decide that yes, you are a writer. Writing is what you do, so you do it. Quality of said writing is always another issue, but it’s something you can worry about after you’ve got the words on the page.
I can now happily say that after lots of messing around, stops and starts, revisions and reimaginings, I have finished an outline that I like, and am committed to writing. One way or another, this is the outline that will become my full length manuscript, for better or for worse. That having been said, I rather like the few thousand words or so that I’ve slammed down so far.
I still struggle with making the time to do this, and don’t hit the keyboard every day like I know I ought to. But I know that quitting isn’t an option, and each day I let slip without putting new words down is another day added before reaching The End.
So, I will leave you with this today. If writing is something you want to do, just do it. Don’t fall into the trap of making excuses for yourself to keep you from the keyboard. You never finish if you don’t start.
-Paul Andrew